You pinned my wings to the wall and then
instructed me to fly….
Oh to be back cocooned in my own enzymes
slowly digesting my plump thoughts
until I was made new, unrecognizable,
changed from the powers of my own
natural design.
There is no greater gift
than to be still and look inside.
Tricia Sankey 
Mk ultra programming? I got the butterfly reference.
It is a possibility 🙂